Last night the devil had me pinned against the wall. Tears soiled my pillow and my mind was cloudy with grief.
I toiled back and forth with memories and words, questioning whether they were real or not.
My thoughts were in a tug of war with fighting or praying …
“God, Why?!” I shouted, with the heaviest heart of my life.
Just then, the sirens went off:
“Duck and cover… Duck and cover!!”
My other enemy was shooting rockets at us. I didn’t have time to cry anymore, I had to put on my armor, helmet, and boots and make my way to the bunker.
My tears had dried upon my face but they stilled flowed in my heart.
“Lord is this Your will for your daughter?”
I am pressing in my purpose, seeking Your face, ministering Your Gospel, yet both adversaries are shooting at me.
In my Spirit I heard: “He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness is a shield and buckler. You will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor the destruction that waste at noonday. A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.” Psalms 91:5-7
And right when it was all over and I drifted my way back to my troubles, I looked up and there was the moon. The only light shining in that night’s sky. But surrounding it was a circle, perfectly hovering over this place.
“The shelter of the Most High …” Psalms 91:1
Right away, I knew God was with me. He hadn’t left me nor is He punishing me.
I am right where God needs me to be!
The enemy is attacking me because he knows that if…no,WHEN I come out from this place, Greater shall I be!
So, I praise God for my affliction.
I bless God for the rejection.
I honor God for my broken heart …
Because now, devil … What else can you say about me?
I have learned that in my lowest places…weakest moments, God is still WITH ME!
So, beloved, do not get weary in your storm, just look up and see the shelter of the Most High!
There’s a Circle of Faith waiting for you!
Where God is with you!
And this season of Winter is NECESSARY for your Spring!
Prepare to bloom!
I am …
Selah…
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What an Awesome God we serve! He will never leave us nor forsake us. I’ll keep you in my prayers.
Praise the Lord! Thank you so much!
As I read your posts, I cant help but thank God for you. You have been chosen for such a time as this. Ever word given to you by God is not only for you but for so many others including myself. May God cover and protect you and your team. May He continue to breathe fresh manna upon your heart that you may feed His kingdom with His word. I love you Sis and pray God’s continued anointing over your life.
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Thank you so much for your kind words sis! God has truly been preparing me, getting me into position for my calling. I praise God for all He’s done thus far and is doing in the future! Bless you again for your support!